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No Control

from It Could Be Worse - EP by Havens

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I'm doing my best to speak from the heart.
Truth be told, I'm afraid that I'm falling apart.
I'd do anything to get outside of my head.
But here I am, suffering alone instead.
So tell me words I need to hear.
Now that death is a demon I no longer fear.

This cycle of uncertainty doesn't seem to have an end.
It's like I'm being dragged through hell and back again.
I apologize for my bad vibes and negativity but,
unfortunately, I have a dark side that seems to get the best of me.

I find myself surrendering to substance,
just to fill a void. It's the only constant;
that calms the voices and blocks out all the noise.
Whoa, oh-oh, I am no longer in control.

At what point do I draw the line
And say enough is enough.
But I guess, the real question is;
will I ever be worthy of your love?

All I can do for now is chase a high to numb the pain.
This life of lonesome solitude is getting harder to maintain.

I find myself surrendering to substance,
just to fill a void. It's the only constant;
that calms the voices and blocks out all the noise.
Whoa, oh-oh, I am no longer in control.

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from It Could Be Worse - EP, released July 19, 2019

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Havens Oak Forest, Illinois

Born from tragedy, we are a hard-hitting, emotionally driven outfit based out of Oak Forest, IL.

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